hmm. decided to add a longer post cos i'm terribly bored at home with nothing to do and its raining so i cant do anything, and since joel has abandoned me for dota (!! hmph) i shall make full use of this time to blog more.. hmm. so how really, has life been? besides the hectic schedule of acjc orientation, and all the nights out.. i guess i really havent been keeping in line with god. today when i went for 1030 ss, sandra asked us how we were, coping with school and how many of us actually has managed to stick to doing qt. and i guess that was in line with afterglow last night, cos daniel asked us the same question, after the spiritual high from yss camp, how many of us actually kept that flame burning inside us. the passion for christ, in a spiritual sense. and the thought that i havent really been sticking to the word is scary. especially after watching narnia. (i mean, even though its just fictious. but there is some christian aspect to it.) its just scary how we can get swayed easily by physical pleasures instead of the one thing that we should keep in the center -
god. i dunno.. hmmm. life really is interesting isnt it. how there are just somethings that seem so hard to overcome. some things which really are mountains that are so hard to move. that just wouldnt budge.
pride. hurt. hate. selfish love. selfcenteredness. but with god all things are really possible. and its at a time like this that i truely see the point in protecting myself with the word and the truth. but then again, i question myself if its really possible sticking to it. i keep failing each time i try. and time and time again, i get demoralised. i get lazy. i get complacent. i still have to keep trying i guess. maybe the point is the
heart. seek and you will find. kristi, you are god's child.
nothing is impossible. with god,
everything is possible because you have HIS spirit in you.
there is none like youno one else can touch my heart like you doand i could search for all eternity longand find there is none like you.
a shout of praise.
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